am i unfair?

how is it to be fair? what comprise equality?
isn't equality and fairness being able to do things that others are doing as well? isn't equality and fairness enjoying what others enjoy such as a long vacation leave in boracay, a new gadget every now and then, women, parties...all the things that make juan drool over what pedro has? isn't fairness the same as equality?
then this is bullshit,
who are we to talk about being fair, when we cannot think of another persons conditon and situation at a given time? who are we to talk about equality, when we cannot even distinguish what is right at a given moment?
who are we to say that people are unfair, everytime we cannot get what we want?
are we being fair everytime we complain and hurt other persons feelings?

fairness and equality are awfully misrepresented and misguided words. everytime, we complain of things being unfair and not equal, look back. are we the only ones feeling this way? we cry "unfair", we complain, the other person feels the same way, he cries "unfair", he complains. this vicious cycle goes on and on, until we get tired of it...does it seem fair that the cycle just goes on and on yet, we are the ones getting tired of all of it?

ranting about all of this mumbo-jumbo about fairness and equality, will get me nowhere.is that fair?
there is this thin line that divides fairness and equality from reality....we can be fair and equal to everyone but still we are not living in the same reality.
until all of us live in the same realm of reality where there is fairness and equality, then we can never experience what is to be fair and equal to one another.....isn't that unfair?